sometimes we FIGHT. sometimes i CRY. WHY don't i just tell him GOODBYE, sometimes SHOULD but sometimes i DON'T. build up the strength to say that IT'S WRONG. sometimes i HATE. sometimes i LOVE. sometimes i HURT. sometimes i DON'T. sometimes i WAIT for him to CHANGE. but it's okay i've disguised the pain and i don't wanna leave him alone. they say i'm BRAINWASHED but i'm in love with this man. keep telling myself that it's not wroth it. i already know i don't DESERVE it. but if it's from you i don't mind hurting. this is my perfect nightmare so when will i wake up i scream NO WAY! sometimes i KEEP my cool. sometimes i LET HIM KNOW. sometimes i even pack my bags to walk out the door. sometimes i feel safe. sometimes i really don't. sometimes i promise that i'm ready to LET HIM GO. hoping him CHANGING but i'm scared he's not. can't see the way to leave. HELP me open my eyes.
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